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Post by <3Moth<3 on Jun 17, 2011 17:08:00 GMT -6
Memorypaw sat there in the middle of the field and just stared at nothing. She knew that what she yelled at Raggedpaw for was just some moment for her to get off some stress she held. The news about this traveled quickly around the clan and they asked her everything that happened. All Memorypaw did was give them the cold shoulder and looked away with anger in her eyes. It was uncomfortable for her to see Raggedpaw everyday while she went on with her duties quietly. This scared her mentor and some of the other apprentices and warriors. Raggedpaw and her were peas in a pod. They did everything together. Well almost everything. They were the two trouble makers. The apprentices that kept everybody on their toes. Memorypaw angrily lashed her paw towards the ground. "Why is life going against everything I live for everyday?!" she growled quietly and looked towards where she heard the news that her mother went missing. The rare glint of sadness and tears reached the brim of her eye lids. She would never eve let anyone see her emotions. Not only did she not have a family at the moment because her father went off after a fight with her mother and left the clan with no possibility of coming back. The white and gray spotted she-cats paws shook violently as she remembered what he said as she over heard everything of the fight.
Flashback;;
Moving restlessly in the nest Memorypaw got on her paws and stepped out of the apprentice den. It felt empty because she normally felt the fur of Raggedpaw right next to her. It wasn't new that he wasn't there having some fun with another she cat from another clan. Her paws walked to the warrior den just about ready to walk in she heard the sounds of hissing and arguing back and forth. Her icy blue eyes slitted when she smelt the air and smelt her mother and her father. Pausing she hid herself in a fox den that hasn't been used in forever and watched painfully as she saw and heard what was going on. "You promised me!" the white Tom stared at the rather small gray she cat. "I know I did, FrostBite! I can't make him come back! I wanted him too but no he's dead! Starclan won't bring him back!" her mother yowled her gray pelt bristling. Memorypaw knew exactly what and who this fight was about. Her dead brother... It was the night he died a few moons ago. Memorypaw watched in fear as Frostbite went up to her mother and bare his teeth. "Starclan doesn't exist! They betrayed us! You know that because I didn't want him to die and cause our family grief!" The Tom raised his claw and raked it against her mothers fur. "We both know we made a mistake when we had our other kit! We didn't want her because we wanted a strong Tom to carry on the family and the kin!" Her mother looked guilty and then hissed right back, "Well now we have some kin that can actually carry on our family! She is just like a Tom in her own way! She fights back and talks back!" Frostbites white fur prickled, "It embarrasses us and our clan to see what she is like! I for one didn't want her in the first place. It was our mistake!" He yowled. Memorypaw felt tears race down her pelt as she kept her eyes intently on the people who she thought loved her. "If you think that saying this stuff is going to make her go away think again! Obviously since you don't believe in starclan why dont you leave the clan and do the clan a favor! I never loved you, Frostbite. You were just the person I gave my innocence to in the heat of the moment and I ended up having a kit and then another one!" With those words Frostbite clawed her mother under the stomach. Not enough to kill or seriously hurt but just enough to draw blood. His white pelt raced off into the woods. Memorypaw watched her mother intently with horror in her eyes. Racing off into the moor to find herself with a short temper as she smelled Raggedpaw in Riverclan with probably some other she-cat doing her. The tears were forgotten. She wouldn't let him do what her parents did...
So she was a mistake. A bad influence. A cat who was shamed in her parents eyes. Now a shitty ass friend who can't hold any relationship. Well that was a good thing, right? Right because she has sworn to herself ever since that night a week ago. She won't let anyone use her. But here she was...sitting there with no one to talk to. Her fake face filled with no emotion was broken as she thought of her mother who is lost, her dad who ran away. Tears raced quickly down her pelt like on a rainy day.
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Post by кєηzι on Jun 18, 2011 7:37:45 GMT -6
Dominopaw came from a hunting patrol with his mentor and set down his catch on the fresh kill pile, two fish and a water vole. He let out a yawn, the hunting patrol had made him tired and he looked forward to his nest in the apprentice den. The black and white tom was headed over there when he spotted Memorypaw, crying. His ears flicked back and he slowly approached her. "Um... Hello, Memorypaw. Are you ok?" He asked curiously. He'd been good friends with Raggedpaw and Memorypaw since he'd come to the clan, and hoped the she-cat wouldn't push him away. |
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Post by <3Moth<3 on Jun 18, 2011 8:30:00 GMT -6
Memoypaw looked up from the ground to see the balck and white tom pawing up to hee. pausing her emotions she quickly attempted to clean up her fur and keep a steady look filled with ...well no emotion showed through. He
r icy blue gaze stared at Dominopaw and she sighed and prickex her ears up. "Hey Dominopaw." she said quietly keeping all her strength to hide back tears He doesn't need to be pushed away he did nothing wrong like I have done to everyone else. But he doesn't and shouldn't want to be my friend...I don't want to hurt him... Quickly realizing how odd it must be to see her thinking in thought for so long a
she finally spoke up. "I'm perfectly fine! Crying in a desolated place all by myself is a hobby. Of course I'm not okay!" she hissed and raked her claw in the ground. She didn't mean to souns that mean. Calming down she turned her head back to Dominopaw with her worst fears gracing her face. Fear and Vunarability. "My dad left me and my mom. my mom has gone missing like all those other cats. I caught my mom and dad yelling at each other saying that I was just a mistake." Tears cascaded down her white and gray fur uncontrollably before going on she looked at him and shook her head. She wasn't going to tell him yet about Raggedpaw and her getting in a fight. Looking away from the bla k and white tom she puased before muttering to herself, "I'm so lonely...."
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Post by кєηzι on Jun 19, 2011 18:18:37 GMT -6
Of course I'm not ok! Dominopaw fliched slightly at her harsh tone. She seemed so mean at times, but he knew there was a softer side to the she-cat, even if she did hide it very well. ...I was just a mistake. "You weren't a mistake Memorypaw. Even if your parents said so, it might have just been out of anger... Cats say things they don't mean when they're angry." I feel so alone. "Well, I'm here for you. A-and Raggedpaw... Wherever he is."
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Post by Bear on Dec 22, 2012 12:04:00 GMT -6
Memorypaw smiled and glanced up at him.
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